Sunday, May 22, 2016

Thought we would lose u again

Kaisen you have come close so many tines to dying by choking. Why do I allow you to eat fruit snacks. Kowen brought you to me after getting fruit snacks from library and I was talking and all of a sudden you threw up on me bc I didnt even know you were choking on a fruit snack.
Then we go to car since im leaving early and trying to avoid hand foot and mouth in nursery and people seeing my blonde hair which I dont love I noticed you had another fruit snack in your hand and let you eat it. I mean really what were the odds. Then I stupidly pick you up and put you in car. I thought you were wiggling to get out of me buckling then I notice you choking again. I flip you over and hit your back at least 10 times. You did not spit it out. So I tried hitting you again. Then told kowen to go get kilee and kandon to get sis kellar.
A man came to stand and help but didnt have a phone to call 911. I put my finger in your throat to see if I could reach it and scratched. But then realized I wasnt hitting right spot and founs the gummie but couldnt get it out bc fingers too short. You then started drooling or spitting blood n it was all ovwr your face when I flipped you back up. And wiped you off. Then I flipped you down again once or twice and you finally threw up the gummie and blood. Ohh the joy. And then it was like an immediate stop of blood and you were calm. I wiped your face of blood from napkins from man and went inside. And got bro trefflick who was playing piano for primary. He listened to your lungs and said seemed clear but if I thought I should take him in then do but he seemed fine. Crazy boy i am frustrated with you but love you and am so glad you are ok.
No fruit snacks they are banned.
Mom